I feel like i should post more, to make up for how late some of my blogs have been. I really don't have much to say though... I woke up early just so I could start working on my home work. Ok, that's a lie. I woke up because of my nightmares.

Those dreams are awful. It's sad. After my surgery, with all the medication they gave me at the hospital, I'm just terrified to sleep. I use reading as an excuse to stay up. What is the end result of that? I get sick. Like 3 times in the past 5 days. I get all fever-y and sick-y and sore. It sucks.

I also woke up early today because I need to get homework done. Oh yay...

Happy Birthday Micaela <3

I have a feeling today will be good. But maybe not. I won't spoil the surprise.

Have a lovely day ladies :) and boy

I fail. Normally I do better learning by myself: but I have yet to figure some things out. They are about to send me into some type of hysteria. Geometry I've never been amazing at, but doing it on my own? 1. no motivation 2.when motivation comes, i get confused. Chemistry, God I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I'm about to send a non completed paper to her, I have no other choice.

NOW ANOTHER SUBJECT

My hair, from the purple I put in it............

IT'S FREAKING TURNING GRAY.

But only at the roots.

I pray to god (yes, if you don't agree with this, I pray to Allah, Buddha, any other god, idc) that it doesn't become completely gray. I think purple suits me, and my personality.

I think i'm becoming obsessed with colors. Bright colors. I love green, I enjoy a pastel yellow (i hate yellow?!), AND I FREAKING LOVE PINK. but not like

HEY GUIS IM A SLU-STUPID BARBIE

But more like:

I'm sure that doesn't explain much. Other than that, my love for other colors are the same.

I'm coming back the Tuesday after Spring Break? Who's stoked? I'm stoked.

I have a few things to admit. A couple thoughts to you whom I directly write to.

Mallory: I le miss you bb :P But really, it sucks not to see you everyday. The stupid things you say? Well, when we converse, you don't really have anything stupid to say. I think you get time to type things about and forget that I like to laugh at your Rome and Greek confusion, 11.7.11, etc.

Dyl: I miss you telling me how stupid I am, and then I proceed with making some Mexican joke about you. And those times where I attack you with my hugs and you're all "WOMAN GET AWAY FROM ME". The day I come back, I promise, as a woman, i owe you 1 sammich. But i expect at least one hug when I do come back, because I miss you just a little. But don't elbow me in my stomach like you usually do. I'll rip your head off and weave it through your toes

Leah: I don't know how you did it, but some how you have indirectly influenced my reading patterns. I don't get on Facebook often. I don't even watch TV unless mom is like OMG WATCH THIS WITH ME BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND WE NEED TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER. (I avoid her anyways, so it doesn't make sense. Whatever). So, in retrospect, you have also influenced me to generally learn, even if I don't want to.

Ashley: I feel like I don't tell you often, but you're super talented. When we talked at the GSA audition, I knew you were going to do great. :) I really hope you make it to, because you deserve it more than anyone else I know. (at least in New Media. Because, Leah will make it to :P)

Micaela: What do I really say? I miss those days when you laugh so much that you nearly pee yourself. I'm going to work on my material so that I get you to laugh and junk more. It will happen :3

Kennidy: You know those moments where I try to freak you out by petting your hair? Just think about it. mwahahaha

Swilley: Although Swilley won't read this. I need someone to do me a favor. Preferably one that is in band. Tell him his Stupid Pollack is showing, and to trim his mole hair. I'm dead serious to.

Who else am I missing out on that I have something to say about. Oh I don't know but:

LOL

OH GOD

THANK GOD

HE

ISN'T

SO

LONELY

ANYMORE.

I'm trying to find new things to be interested in. I'm looking into things that will effect me in how to become a better person, or to at least calm me down from my frequent craziness. So far I've decided to do a painting and work on piano more. I haven't gotten very far along on either.

I could schedule my life to get more work done...but I would probably procrastinate more. Not that I procrastinate now, because I do work everyday, even last night I worked on homework until 11 at night. mmmm homework.

As you all know, I have a hard time with chemistry. I think we all know who I am in this :

I have to admit something: I miss band. Terribly. I know Nash is probably mad because I had to have surgery on short notice, but being back at school by last week to practice and this week to actually have school 8ish hours is just unrealistic. If i walk up my stairs my legs wobble. What would happen to me if I went up and down the stairs the millions of times I do during the day? Oh god, it would be bad. I still take naps everyday. It's like i get so exhausted I can't even move. But back to the subject of band, I miss it. I miss everyone in it, except Kelsey, and stupid Sara. I don't like her even more now that she was in percussion. You know what'll happen with that during marching band? I'll have to throw a fit on her so she'll stop playing the marimba. JUST LIKE LAST YEAR. oh god. Make me wanna kill myself. I think what I miss most is being in the back with Hayden and Reid. They make me laugh so much. Other than that I miss my darlings. You know, the ones i have almost every class with? Yeah them. I really cannot wait to get back; I feel lost without seeing my friends everyday. It's still just so weird. Meh.

Finally! I can get on blogger. My blogger/anything with Google refuses to work on my computer. Luckily I saw my brother today. The only thing he's good for? Letting me use his computer and taking me to get my hair done. Today is the first day I've worn pants. yahoo. I also got sick for the first time today because my stomach didn't like KFC. This created my tummy to be jelly of my mothers... Not that I like KFC, but it's what she wanted, while I just wanted some noms. But after getting sick I did get to pick up my prom dress. Uhhh, yeah. -FIN-

Blog post number 2 without a title. I guess I'll just leave it blank until I come back to school.
My schedule seems to be different now. Completely that is. Otherwise I wouldnt be blogging at night would I? My mother is on night shift at her work, and this is the only time that my brain is still functioning. During the day I'm trying to sleep. This means avoiding the migranes I've been getting in the mornings lately.

But anyways, Today i had my first actual thingy for home hospital stuff. It was interesting actually. I DID CHEMISTRY AND SOMEWHAT UNDERSTOOD IT! I was kinda proud:)

So I really don't have much insight on things going on.
I do have interesting facts to share though.

1. I'm picking up my prom dress either Friday or early next week:


2. I'm crazily making a new piece for GSA because.....well I'm not happy with one of my pictures
Butttttt, Hayden is coming with me saturday, so woo I guess. And I get to see my best friend <3

3. My dog has more gray whiskers than black now.

4. I get my staples and stitches out Thursday.

5. I also get my hair did then :D


Now cute because im awesome :)

In the next few days?

I have a lot of junk going on. Today, possibly getting my hair done, just so i "feel better". That's what my mom says, i really don't know. Tomorrow? I'm getting an MRI done, then i have a follow up at 2. MMMMM. This shows to make sure i need surgery and the guy isn't opening me up for nothing. BUT I'LL GET A GNARLY SCAR if i do. Saturday, i'm going to paducah to get matting etc. for my gsa project. Speaking of which, i need to finish tonight. oh my. Then sunday? i plan on eating my ice cream cake again since i'm not allowed to eat after 8 tonight, or some time of the sort.

Other than this i don't have much to say. but i really have to pee